quantum wealth

I'm back, but I hardly recognize myself after a fascinating immersion in Steven Sashen's Quantum Wealth workshop. (www.quantumwealth.com)

No get-rich-quick schemes here - I spent the entire weekend unpacking my mental beliefs about money and its acquisition, and then examining them one-by-one to see if they were actually true, and if they were helping or hurting my financial life.

a whopping big belief that has been cruising along on autopilot my entire life: I need to be perfectly good, right, and kind in order to deserve/earn enough money. Nice ideals for sure. Perhaps a tad bit lofty for a human?

Achieving perfection is pretty unlikely - although it sure won't be for lack of trying in my case. I doubt Donald Trump sits around at night confirming that he did the right thing in every moment and can therefore justify receiving his daily income!

now don't get nervous ... I'm not suddenly going to fly off the deep end and turn to a life of immorality and crime. I'll just ease up on myself a little bit ... relax my standards so that I can justify earning a decent income even if I occasionally fall short of emanating perfectly unconditional acceptance or love. (sheesh, I really am a nut, aren't I? IF? LOL)

and I have once again realized the absurdity of thinking I can even define good, right or kind. I say 'again' because I have known this in my head for quite some time. Now it seems to have sunk in to a deeper layer of my being.

so it will be very interesting to see what happens from here. this seems to be the culmination of an intense period of insight into my own mind. a few weeks ago my biggie was that it is hard for me to say no to someone I perceive to be in need. (irony:- this is not actually being helpful if saying yes to them mean saying no to myself.) got that one cleared up, thank goodness. and now this. I'm kind of excited to see what might be next!